~life is in ALLAH's hand~

you feels like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. . .and no one understands how you feel, how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them and even if it has, every broken hurt are different. .they don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and every day now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. . . .
everyone says: it will be okay......
but, you know it won't. .you look back on all of the hurt you had form this and you realize that people are horrible.
you still hurt but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. .

it's better than you show your weakness. . .

ALLAH  ALWAYS WITH US